A Lessons to Remember

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 Remember that guy? Yeah, I know—he's married. It’s not like I thought it was going to last forever, but being with him gave me a chance to understand the nature of men in a way I never did before. It’s something I never quite grasped growing up, not even from my own father. And weirdly enough, I think this experience might come in handy someday, maybe even in my own marriage.

There’s also something I’ve realized: life has this funny way of repeating itself. A situation from my past came around again, almost like déjà vu. But this time, I chose not to let my emotions take over. It felt like a small victory, like I had learned something about myself.

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